I will always love cartoons.

Really, I will. Spongebob especially.

But....for some reason or another, I haven't been feeling the same lately.

I've been trying to draw some sbxs....really, I have.

But the passion and the romance and the cuteness and everything isn't there anymore.

And I know this goes against everything I stand for, but....

I don't feel connected to them anymore.

I mean, before I started dating Anthony, I looooved sbxs....

perhaps my love for the pairing was only to replace the loneliness I had in my own life.

I'm such a hypocrite, telling people to "not give up".

I just don't feel any magic with spongebob and sandy.

*poof*....just like that, it came and it went.

I see pictures, and I don't feel anything.

Almost like it never existed.

I wish there was something I could do to bring back the magic, but I'm helpless.

I'm so sorry, everyone....